happy birthday to me...

wow...my day has come..how time really flies...33 years passed n im so blissful n grateful for wht i am now. thank you to my lovely mum n devoted late father who brought me here now...no words or money can replace their affectionate love for being patient n loving...even though my dad was not here anymore i always feel that he is always around n checking me out...he always in my heart..as age adding our life span is shorten...yess..life is short n the clock clicking away all the the precious time that we have...im struggling to achieve something in my life that i if i die i will be the most happiest person...something that i can contribute to others..give benefits..give hope and life..im not a doctor but i dont want to die in vain...too sad n heart broken...but it will never stop me to be a happy person..stronger n bolder...God gives us chances as we learn throughout our life..grab them n explore all the chances in front of us...who knows it will be our lucky day...
i live by taking chances...i believe in miracles...good or bad...its still an opportunity n i will learn from it.i have my ups n downs as our life is like a roller-coaster.one thing that i learn..never look down on others as we might end up to be like them...learn not to follow the bad examples.sometimes i stumble as i am just too weak to resist the temptation but we have to return to basics...faith!no one is perfect as we r not God!who r we to judge others as we r too imperfect...ive learn a lot bout judge-mental..my whole entire life has been judged by others through physicals n mental...been crushed so many times as im not up to the standard of society..but im not burn of the facts of it.im still here..ALIVE..thank you GOD for all the chances HE gives as i  do sometimes being so ignorant about HIM...forgives me...
i dont know how long i will live..(not becoz im ill now) i hope there is still kindness among us...no discrimination, no hatred among us...and the most important part..i hope i can still live in a peaceful n united society no matter ur skin, beliefs and races.im so glad i live in MALAYSIA...i dont hope too much about my dreams but no harm of dreaming!
thank you for all the birthday wishes n supports...i'll see u again...adios!

olympic 2012-london

Lin Dan n Lee Chong Wei

yep..everyone has been following it including myself.oh!its fasting month-n i've been fasting for almost 2 weeks..alhamdulillah..tiring but manageable. the weather really playing their role by effecting me....too hot n now cloudy...drink a lot of water as this kind of weather might make u fall sick easily. so comeback to the story of olympic..msia has been waiting so long to bag golds especially in badminton but just managed to silver...so r we lucky enough this time?let's cross our finger that tonight Dato' Lee Chong Wei will manage to do it against arch rival Lin Dan from China...i bet it will be thrilling...n just for the info we lost to korean doubles just now by straight games..so bronze to korea...as ive watched the match i realize something..we r lack of motivation..meaning weak mental strength...easily giving up...n thousands of reasons...yup..im not an athlete but im a big fan of sports...to sad n heart broken to watch the game n easily lost...
then i've watched women volleyball match between China n Korea...really interesting n full of spirits how these players strive to get points...China trailed by 9 points but in the end they won the 1st round..how i wish msian players can take the spirit of not giving up like wht these Chinese players have done...so i hope LCW will do it this time!!GO MALAYSIA!!MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!



p/s: lost in a rubber set..but LCW had done a tremendous job...u r our hero!!

Euro 2012

yeaaahhhh...football fans' time has come...the most awaited moment finally arrived as yesterday EURO 2012 began.me...hahhaha...im one of the million fans of the game.favourites??hmmm...nope..no favourites but im anxious to watch the first game of Italy n Spain tomorrow and Germany v Portugal today. as yesterday's result; Poland drew 1-1 with Greece and Rep Czec lost 1-4 to Russia. i was able to watch the first game between Poland and Greece...phewww...unbelievable...2 red cards were drawn each for the team. as i was still upset with the result of Msia v Spore due to-i can say unwise decision of the ref n this time around it was still the ref's fault.huhuhu...wht the heck..but fine..they r just human being...so let it be as they r doing their job..be a ref..
while im updating my blog, my tv is on n im watching Netherlands v Denmark game.;p...hehehhe...my sleeping hour will change n i bet most of the football fans in Msia will be having problems of sleeping n waking up late.(6 hours different time) my advise..switch on ur alarm or sleep early n then wake up just for the sake of watching a game.
so to those who was unable to watch it on tv u still can get the results here ...
guess that's all for now...gotta go...persie n sneijder...way to go guys....!!!oh..Denmark scored...1-0...so enjoy EURO 2012 people...adios!

French Open

i hardly watched a tennis match but something really interesting bout this year as i watch(am watching) French Open,a match between Djokovic v Tsonga. it was such a game as Djokovic is the first seed for the tournament and Tsonga is the home crowd fav as he is a French. such a mind blowing game n till now(as a matter of fact still watching it) it was more than 2 hours. surprisingly, Tsonga is leading. maybe i dont even understand some of the terms in tennis but i think it is an interesting game. love the moment of the crowds watching the match as they are totally different from football crowds. so decent n nice..no swearing but clapping their hands. i believe the history of this game is meant for wealthy people so those who watched it are from noble n cultured society. hence we can see it till now the way they behaved on the court except the game is now for everyone. How sports unite people from different background n it is a luxurious earning job nowadays. wish i can turn back the time and be a sportsman...;)..
nothing much to be said as im going to continue my new pleasure in tennis..see ya!

novak djokovic

jo wilfried tsonga

Blessings

my life is like a rollercoaster...enjoying myself by joyriding here n there...
but somehow i ask forgiveness from GOD for my sins...
HE blessed me with guilty conscious...a blessing in disguise
everyone is blessed with GOD's love....but
do we realize how much HE loves us?
do we love HIM the way we suppose to love HIM?
do we love HIM more than our wealth, beauty and success?
do we love HIM for all the darkness we face in our life?
do we appreciate HIM for all the good n bad things that happen in our life?
we always forget for all the blessings that were given to us...
we never take HIM fully in our life
we always being ungrateful for all the things that we get 
we are selfish creature BUT
GOD always blesses us with HIS love, forgiveness n kindness
i feel so tiny and ashamed...
thank you GOD for blessing me throughout my life...

enjoy the song...

unwell...

wht a hectic week...n im down with fever n flu..o gosh...cant do anything as im still recovering with all the aches n hot temperature...n been stacked in the house made me like a crazy person...resting is the best way...i didnt go to see a doc but instead made my own medication...honey...hot water...fresh fruits...n...blanket...oo...ginger...lost my appetite...so i took wheat crackers...that's all i've been eating the whole day...
n today i went out coz i couldnt stand it anymore the glum n gloom atmosphere...hahaa...watched the movie WRATH OF THE TITAN..good movie even though i felt something knocking in my head...a really throbbing headache...i managed to watch it ALONE!then i went home took a rest for a while then went out again...being sick is not stopping me to enjoy my week...i had few bundles of books on the table n none of it i checked through...(sigh)...
Monday till Tuesday i went to work even though a very croaky voice came out but work is still work...lost the golden voice...hukhukhuk...thought i managed to go to work for the whole week but today..im down n cant even talk anymore...n thats it...doc here i come...so it was an MC..sorry friends...so i was resting the whole day n just took a few slices of bread...
i'll c ya again..as i need a nap now..ive just taken my medication...soo...zzzzzzzzzz....

my weekend...

hey there...how's ur weekend?i hope u guys have a wonderful week.as i told in my previous post of how my hectic life totally ruined my slumber life in my house..so this week i FINALLY did my house chores..yippie!wht a day for me...but gladly done my job!thought of washing my car but then..got stuck in my house so washing car..still in the list(huhuhu..sorry baby u hv to wait!)n basically my whole weekend i didnt go anywhere except for my tuition classes n went out to pack my dinner n that's the only thing that i ate..pity!i think im losing too much weight as i lose my appetite...but still energetic..its a good news as i can fit in all these clothes that i barely squeezed when i was a bit plump..;p.my advise...dont follow my way in losing ur weight ..i used to cycle back n forth for almost 6km to work n did my diet regime but now i already moved to a new house so no cycling for me...but still manage to climb up n down stairs of my house everyday..so no excuse of not exercising...n dont eat rice but change it to wholegrain bread...but being malaysians..we are hardly to ignore rice in one of our daily meals...so do some improvisation...dont take dinners instead take fruits n veggies...full of vitamins n nutritious...this is wht i have done..
so cmon people...start our life by being healthy...do some exercise even just strolling in the park with ur family..it will be fun n the essential part is being HAPPY n SMILE...

n enjoy this song as i always move my myself by listening to it...lets dance people!!
enjoy ur weekend!!me sign out for now

TRANSITION

whttt!!its already february 2012!!oh noo...im soo not into blogging anymore due to my responsiblity at work.hectic life totally overrun my sweetest time...even my home is totally a mess..haha...lazy bum i am...;p..so wht is the new story?
as u can read my post tittle..TRANSITION means transforming (not transformer the movie..hehe) or changes...i always respect people who wanting to change for better as we r not perfect.we are humane in nature neither angels nor God.we are perfectly made by HIM to have brain to think and heart to feel n physical ability to perform the duty as HIS humble servant. i believe second chance.true..we made (make..still going on) so many uncountable mistakes in our life...tht is why God gives us time for redemption.a time to get back wht we have lost n hopefully we will get something greater than wht we can imagine.am i turning into a motivator or spiritual seeker?am not a motivator but maybe have found soul in me.sometimes we tend to forget wht we gain is better or beyond the clueless life of us as we have been fooled by the MATERIALISTIC world and forget why GOD send us here...now.
we have purpose in life.a MUST!simple...why do i need to wash my clothes?becoz i need to wear those clothes again n i dont want people to squeeze their noses as in smelling like a dead fish just walk past them...hahha..why do i need to eat?becoz i want to be healthy n able to move anywhere without thinking about my medication.why do i need to pee?becoz my bladder is full n i cant stand it anymore...;p a simple fact but true..all of our life have purpose n we ought to learn from it.learning is a lifetime lesson.we cant find it in a classroom but tru the experience in life.and simply we cant judge people for things that happen in their life.

problems...circumstances...obstacles...these are beyond our power.why is this happening?the question arises EVERYTIME something bad happen to us n we start pointing fingers to others but not to ourselves.as 1 finger is pointing to someone another 4 is pointing back to us.yeaahhh...we tend to get upset when things didnt turn right..mad at something n lash it out to express how mad we r...or even post it in fb or twitter...hahaha...the current trend...things happen for a reason n only HE knows..dont be mad..dont be sad..it is not the end of the world...learn n only you can find the answer.change.there's no harm for changing n its not too late.
ive said n seen enough tru my whole entire life till now but deep down i feel incomplete.i cant stop seeking the light in me n i want to change until i find peace.i want to bring good things to others.kindness never ends n even maybe someone will not repay my kindness but HE knows n the only thing that i matter most is HIM.dont care bout wht others will think bout me but i care wht HE thinks as HE cares bout me n HE never abandon me even most of the time i forget HIM.HE loves us unconditionally n embrace the mighty love.
hope 2012 will bring all of us a transition in our life..be a better person..be good...patience...n live in peace...i hope i did something good today...a journey starts from a single step...
peace y'all n c'ya again...
me..sign out..