happy birthday to me...

wow...my day has come..how time really flies...33 years passed n im so blissful n grateful for wht i am now. thank you to my lovely mum n devoted late father who brought me here now...no words or money can replace their affectionate love for being patient n loving...even though my dad was not here anymore i always feel that he is always around n checking me out...he always in my heart..as age adding our life span is shorten...yess..life is short n the clock clicking away all the the precious time that we have...im struggling to achieve something in my life that i if i die i will be the most happiest person...something that i can contribute to others..give benefits..give hope and life..im not a doctor but i dont want to die in vain...too sad n heart broken...but it will never stop me to be a happy person..stronger n bolder...God gives us chances as we learn throughout our life..grab them n explore all the chances in front of us...who knows it will be our lucky day...
i live by taking chances...i believe in miracles...good or bad...its still an opportunity n i will learn from it.i have my ups n downs as our life is like a roller-coaster.one thing that i learn..never look down on others as we might end up to be like them...learn not to follow the bad examples.sometimes i stumble as i am just too weak to resist the temptation but we have to return to basics...faith!no one is perfect as we r not God!who r we to judge others as we r too imperfect...ive learn a lot bout judge-mental..my whole entire life has been judged by others through physicals n mental...been crushed so many times as im not up to the standard of society..but im not burn of the facts of it.im still here..ALIVE..thank you GOD for all the chances HE gives as i  do sometimes being so ignorant about HIM...forgives me...
i dont know how long i will live..(not becoz im ill now) i hope there is still kindness among us...no discrimination, no hatred among us...and the most important part..i hope i can still live in a peaceful n united society no matter ur skin, beliefs and races.im so glad i live in MALAYSIA...i dont hope too much about my dreams but no harm of dreaming!
thank you for all the birthday wishes n supports...i'll see u again...adios!