A SMALL TOWN GAL TRAVELLING FARAWAY FROM HER FAMILY...love adventures n seeking out for new experiences.
nothing more greater than having good companions along the way of my journey...keep up with me..;)
hahahahahaha....gladly to announce that msian team won a match against the home team indonesia..1-0...such a relief...msian played well even though the home crowds jeered n provoked them esp during the national anthem...felt sad for them but proudly said that they have strong heart n mental...
i dont want to comment about the game...been comparing the fans between these 2 countries n i feel proud to be malaysian...maybe i was not born during the confrontation between malaysia n indonesia 1963...but it was the starting point of the unbalanced n cold relationship...sports n history is totally different but due to this it was just a point for them to be so furious n cold hearted.we helped them during the tsunami crisis, earthquakes disaster n they have millions of indonesian immigrants in malaysia and treat them well n nice n comparing to our students who studied there...but what i can say...they are so prejudiced n egoist...i dont know when they will end this 'cold war'...
sorry...my fellow indonesians...i am clueless as maybe some of you...but i hope we should end the war n start a new life in this new horizon...peace to all...
such a sweet song...can feel in my bones...how love finally united after such a long hurdle to conquer and overcome the hardship...hoping i will be one of the lucky person to be able reaching the stars...been listening over n over again how i felt i m in cloud nine...
can't wait to watch twilight saga-the breaking dawn...watched the clip n i feel soo in love...sigh...perfect!
enjoy the song...well done christina perri...!!!
as i looked upon the pics in my old memory card...i saw several pics of old me n friends n events that happened for the past 5 years..
as i looked through these pics,it reminded me of my old self n the new me.what a such transformation!i think...;)
but it made me to become the person i am now...stronger n bolder...
i remember the first time i had an accident...it was horrifying.my car skidded several times before fell into a drain.a few metres from it was a ravine.im lucky that i didnt hurt anyone n alive. i didnt turn out to be like other gals...cried n panicky...but instead i held to my shoulder n pat my self...n i even called my friend that i couldn't attend a meeting on the next day cuz i had an accident.be careful next time...so people...i downloaded several pics here of my 'tremendous' experience-dislocated n fractured shoulder n almost losing my life...n i didnt tell my mum n family after 2 days i had the accident...because i believed that this is my own mess so deal it by yourself...because i knew wht will happen if i told them right after the accident...frantic n screaming n keep on blaming myself...well..i dont need all these dramas..deal with it..sounds like i dont have a supportive family but it is not like that at all.it's just me on how i handle my problems...that make me stronger..yeahh..girl power!!
the day has come. It is the final day for all the UPSR candidates...my pray to all my kids...do your best n give it all..Insya Allah...God is with you...
sorry been out of radar as i was busy with my kids preparation for the examination.is it a relief?i dont know but i have given the best n its up to them...just cross our finger...yeahh...
im not really in a good mood today..it is a mix feeling...personally n professionally...whatever the problem is...face it like a grown up-fact is a fact and face it-good or bad its part of our life...like i always said-problems are just part of a journey of our life..embrace it with open heart..whenever, wherever and whatever..Allah is always with me and even if there is not a single man alive, He is there...never abandoned me and dismissed me...thank you Allah...
my kids are in a battle war...pic taken so far not to distract them
finally i came back to my hometown...n surprised..surprised this time i was not with my 'bestfriend' but it was a longer version n on a rail track...an ETS train-a new electric train system which just newly operated.so it was an easy access to Ipoh from Seremban.it took almost 3 hours journey to arrive Tapah Road as it was my stop.n my sis, mum n my niece were already there waiting for me...i was relieved of seeing them..miss them soo much..i was in my hometown for 4 days and i need to go back to Seremban.n this time i was not alone. they joined the trip too..yeaaaa...i think this is a resort to reduce traffic on the road...n im really tired of having a massive jam especially during festive season...thnk you KTM...n by d way it just cost me around RM27 for the fare.so jimat!!
a really sad song...sob..sob...
a love that never come true separated by death n wish to reconnect with him in the afterlife
a true love indeed
we will never knw wht will happen as we wished for something good in the end
only He knws...
one of my favourite songs...how i'm thankful to God for giving me this precious life till the last breath...
enjoy the song...
Once I was a prisoner
Lost inside myself
With the world surrounding me
Wandering through the mysery
But now I am free
You gave me a breath of life
Unclouded my eyes
With a sweet serenity
Lighting a ray of hope for me
And now I am free
Free to live
Free to laugh
Free to soar
Free to shine
Free to give
Free to love
Free enough to fly
Once I was all so alone
Unsteady and cold
but your love rained down upon me
Washing away uncertainty
the new harrier..wow..love the colour...think my love will win me on this...hahhaha...
pick one?murano or harrier??urrghhh...it is a hard decision...both of them are well recognized brand from Japan..good cars...best suvs...i dont know...i love the look of murano...look stylish n sporty...suits me...hehhehe but my love one prefer harrier...arguments...just a thought to think...please comment...headaches...
the bold n elegant murano...omg...i think he will never going to say anything..i will win!
hi guys...sorry i've been missing for quite sometimes...
16th May...a teacher's day.a day that we will never forget esp for the teachers...we had fun n joy!!
however i have some perspectives to think on why did i choose to be a teacher... reason no 1: been born in the teaching line as my dad was a teacher as well as my granddad n my bro n my cousins...the list will go on... reason no 2: a looooong holiday as wht my mum expected but the reality nayy...not even a holiday...huhuhu...
yes..we create superman...
reason no 3: a modest income...yup do agree...we r not rich or poor but our earning make us happy for wht we r reason no 4:a life line approach for our future...the kids...nothing can be compared to for learning about life n sociology of our surroundings...aka...the working place n parents... reason no 5:am i patience?wow...i was surprised wht i have become to...being patience is not the real me but i have made a discovery about myself...thank you kids...
so...these are the 5 reasons why i want to be an educator...educate my self n people around me...i love my job!
a remembrance of the sacrifices n tears of the teachers that what made us today....thank you teachers!n pray to God that these honorable people to be blessed for their whole entire life...amin
me...yup...my will of earning extra money is stronger than before...
the big M has been haunted in our life since we were born...money to buy for diapers(misery for our parents) till now...loans for houses, cars, personal n the list goes on...as im not mistaken...our prophet Muhammad SAW mentioned in hadis there were 99 out of 100 ways to gain money through entrepreneurship(business)...
im just started my business (if i can say business...ahaks..)of selling sandwiches in my school n maybe later selling jellies...n maybe starting on tutoring in Seremban area...insya Allah...let's cross our finger...
yup...it will be hectic life for me as u can see my daily routines are filled with making this n that until late night...hope God will give me strength n health...
why i've been doing extra jobs?Money is the main concern in paying all my expenses...but the main reason will be to further my study in Master...as i'm getting older (means shorter life...omg), lots of will power has been devouring me in accessing the ultimate life achievement...
hardship has been part of my life n i don't want to refill the emptiness of it in my life...enough is enough...let's turn the table around n no matter what i will be happy of trying instead being grumpy for all things that happen.
some people may say..hey...u can get easy money...but no thanks...u n me know what is that supposed to mean...so i sell things or service n u will buy it...that is the only rule that i have been hold...mistakes do happen n we ought to learn from it.don't repeat the same mistake especially when it comes to money...it makes people kill people...justice has been done based on money, rule of the world...huh...somehow it reminded me to be more ascertain in the moral values.we should value n appreciative in what God has given us...physical n mentally perfect...but what we do think is only money (worldly mentality) but we forget the ultimate purpose as a human being...to perform our duty as His humble servant..for the after life goal...huh...so much thinking...so many things need to do...it just make us drifted from the real path...we r just human...but humanity will survive...insya Allah...
back to my project...the thoughts, ability,the will and strength persuade me to move on...let's cross our finger together n hope it will be a success...a help from HIM means a blessed in our life...insya allah...
HERO...
really love this song...such a motivation...enjoy..
been a busy week for me...workload of preparing exam's questions for the coming monthly test, few activities been held...sport's day (few weeks ago) and today...maulidur rasul (prophet muhammad bday celebration).
as i am now staying with my friend (my 'love' still in the workshop) im stuck at hers n once a week we went back as i had a class every friday nite...feel sorry for her as she needs to send me back there...a tiring week...
sport's day-tarik tali
but today i will be coming home with a replacement car given by the owner of the workshop...thank you...yippie!feel good as im not depending on others...
so this week im on my own at my house n doing house chores...(been awhile since i moved in from early of the year...wht a mess..)
the winning team..
the kids..
as the sport's day..my team house won...yeaaa...!it's been such a memorable day coz we never won before...the team spirit had been so high n im proud of it..n for the first time we had a 'tarik tali' event among the parents n staff...the stiffness n ache after the event were unbearable...hehhe...thank god we had an off day...thnks boss!
chanting prayers around the field
maulidur rasul was an event that we celebrated every year as to show our love to our prophet Muhammad...we chanted prayers by moving in groups around the field as a celebration for the day...such an experience for the kids...
here are few pics of several activities....n the new pics of me...
26 Jan 2011...the final date of me saying goodbye with my love ones..
the 3rd one...3 times she saved my life...n honestly...i have to let go of her...
sad...yup...my first love..my best friend...she went everywhere n shared my feelings of happiness n sadness...
this will be my final goodbye to her...
i love u with all my heart...n i hope u will be in good care of someone else...
the one who break my love...
i will cherish our precious moment together for the past 5 years....the longest relationship i had...
i will see u again...hopefully the coming month...insya Allah....
