Help...

when there's a will, there's a way...

me...yup...my will of earning extra money is stronger than before...

the big M has been haunted in our life since we were born...money to buy for diapers(misery for our parents) till now...loans for houses, cars, personal n the list goes on...as im not mistaken...our prophet Muhammad SAW mentioned in hadis there were 99 out of 100 ways to gain money through entrepreneurship(business)...

im just started my business (if i can say business...ahaks..)of selling sandwiches in my school n maybe later selling   jellies...n maybe starting on tutoring in Seremban area...insya Allah...let's cross our finger...

yup...it will be hectic life for me as u can see my daily routines are filled with making this n that until late night...hope God will give me strength n health...

why i've been doing extra jobs?Money is the main concern in paying all my expenses...but the main reason will be to further my study in Master...as i'm getting older (means shorter life...omg), lots of will power has been devouring me in accessing the ultimate life achievement...

hardship has been part of my life n i don't want to refill the emptiness of it in my life...enough is enough...let's turn the table around n no matter what i will be happy of trying instead being grumpy for all things that happen.

some people may say..hey...u can get easy money...but no thanks...u n me know what is that supposed to mean...so i sell things or service n u will buy it...that is the only rule that i have been hold...mistakes do happen n we ought to learn from it.don't repeat the same mistake especially when it comes to money...it makes people kill people...justice has been done based on money, rule of the world...huh...somehow it reminded me to be more ascertain in the moral values.we should value n appreciative in what God has given us...physical n mentally perfect...but what we do think is only money (worldly mentality) but we forget the ultimate purpose as a human being...to perform our duty as His humble servant..for the after life goal...huh...so much thinking...so many things need to do...it just make us drifted from the real path...we r just human...but humanity will survive...insya Allah...

back to my project...the thoughts, ability,the will and strength persuade me to move on...let's cross our finger together n hope it will be a success...a help from HIM means a blessed in our life...insya allah...

HERO...
really love this song...such a motivation...enjoy..

maulidur rasul n sport's day

me n my colleagues...

been a busy week for me...workload of preparing exam's questions for the coming monthly test, few activities been held...sport's day (few weeks ago) and today...maulidur rasul (prophet muhammad bday celebration).
as i am now staying with my friend (my 'love' still in the workshop) im stuck at hers n once a week we went back as i had a class every friday nite...feel sorry for her as she needs to send me back there...a tiring week...

sport's day-tarik tali

but today i will be coming home with a replacement car given by the owner of the workshop...thank you...yippie!feel good as im not depending on others...
so this week im on my own at my house n doing house chores...(been awhile since i moved in from early of the year...wht a mess..)

the winning team.. 

the kids..

as the sport's day..my team house won...yeaaa...!it's been such a memorable day coz we never won before...the team spirit had been so high n im proud of it..n for the first time we had a 'tarik tali' event among the parents n staff...the stiffness n ache after the event were unbearable...hehhe...thank god we had an off day...thnks boss!

chanting prayers around the field

maulidur rasul was an event that we celebrated every year as to show our love to our prophet Muhammad...we chanted prayers by moving in groups around the field as a celebration for the day...such an experience for the kids...
here are few pics of several activities....n the new pics of me...

 

third...

my love one..

26 Jan 2011...the final date of me saying goodbye with my love ones..
the 3rd one...3 times she saved my life...n honestly...i have to let go of her...
sad...yup...my first love..my best friend...she went everywhere n shared my feelings of happiness n sadness...
this will be my final goodbye to her...
i love u with all my heart...n i hope u will be in good care of someone else...

the one who break my love...

i will cherish our precious moment together for the past 5 years....the longest relationship i had...
i will see u again...hopefully the coming month...insya Allah....

holiday ends...

its almost the end of semester...am i happy??hehehe..i am...as i will be in my new home...n hopefully being a new person with new will...to be a better person n work harder...that is a GRAND resolution..;)
how do i spend my whole holidays?where else..busy cluttering n clearing my rental house...tiring as i have to travel back n forth for almost 160km...till now..im not done packaging few stuff...
i know...u might be thinking why do i need to do it alone...well...i dont want to bother others as they might have something else to do...but no worries i will ask my troop of army to help me...hehhehe...
for the time being i cant prevail the new hideouts as its a mess..to shame to show...
so hope everyone enjoy ur holidays...
have a merry christmas n happy new year!!

goodbye holidays welcome new semester..yippie!

sayonara...

goodbye...it is the end of school semester...holidays is coming (gladly welcomed by the teachers n kids...;))

goodbye...its hard for us to say it esp to those who r so dear to us...

confused??school holidays...happy but sad as im going to loose few good friends as they will be transfered to another place...they r soo dear, closed as sisters n trusted friends...

the pain of losing someone reappeared in my life..the different is..i can c them again somewhere in the future...

the passion in my work added by a really closed tie with colleagues really helped me to cope with stress n performed in my work...

but everyone has their own journey of life...we cant stop things to happen...its a journey n maybe we can start something fresh in a new environment...new faces n new friends..but it will never be the same again...

as for myself...life has to go on...i feel really sad as i am losing my closest buddy...we transfered in the same year n working side by side n shed tears together for more than 4 years...as we known as sisters...n now we shed tears again for the last time..

this friday..the last day of semester...we'll bid farewell...

the moment will come... count down...

enjoy the song!

You've got a friend - James Taylor

physical...

thin, slender, plump, fat, short, tall...its just on the eye of the beholder...

a very subjective issue~beautiful or gorgeous...
been born as wht we r n we should be grateful...
i know..i know...a lot of man...prefer to these beautiful or gorgeous ladies so the ordinary look women will left behind but...
do these physical attraction really work?is it important to look beautiful?
i dont know...but its normal to be attracted to beautiful things..cuz we r human!
however choosing a friend n lifetime partner(marriage) is not as easy as ABC...
wht is most important is the inside not the outside..
being beautiful is a bonus but having the ugly side inside of it..just tooo bad!
so people...think carefully...get to know each other first..let ur heart lead u..not ur brain!
sometimes our eyes can be deceitful...no one is perfect...
finding ur true love might take the whole life...
broken hearted(many times)
getting engaged(few times)
getting married(too many to count)
but
finding the soulmate is a lifetime journey as we explore more about life n ourselves
no one can be blamed or judged for their guilty
He knows wht is best for us...
dont be sad for something we cant have but grateful for wht we have now...
let the man love us more than we love them...

n those who already married...cherish ur complete life as i envy u...
for a woman...being married n being a mother is a complete cycle of womanhood
but i never regret for things tht happen in my life...
as i surrender to HIM...may God blessed me with a good life ahead...amin

p/s:flashes of old flames return...such a memory...

just smile all the way...it changes the world!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Trailer Official HD

huhuhu..it's coming...harry potter n the deathly hallows will be in the cinemas next week...one of my fav movies..i know it's a bit childish but it is a really good movie...

the best part ~ it will be screened into 2 parts...we will be seeing the 1st, this November n the 2nd part..the next July 2011...can't wait...seeing harry transformed from a little boy to teenagers with his best buddies; hermione n ron...who set out their mission to track down n destroy Voldemort's secret of immortality n destruction-the horcruxes -such a journey for these wizardry kid...
watch it together with ur kids..value ur time with ur family...people nowadays r too busy with workloads n hectic life but dnt forget family value...appreciate it n love it...
however the movie was tagged 'PG 13'~intense action violence and frightening images

so parents...need to watch ur under 13 years old kids too...huhuhu...
but kid nowadays...they r smarter...so prepare urself with all the questions that may arised...good luck :)

as for myself, i bought the book n read it...hahaha..
i know the ending but really love to watch the movie...

so people..come...it will be exciting...

so watch the preview of this movie..enjoy it!

p/s:i am in a good jolly mood...;)(yeaa..!)