unwell...

wht a hectic week...n im down with fever n flu..o gosh...cant do anything as im still recovering with all the aches n hot temperature...n been stacked in the house made me like a crazy person...resting is the best way...i didnt go to see a doc but instead made my own medication...honey...hot water...fresh fruits...n...blanket...oo...ginger...lost my appetite...so i took wheat crackers...that's all i've been eating the whole day...
n today i went out coz i couldnt stand it anymore the glum n gloom atmosphere...hahaa...watched the movie WRATH OF THE TITAN..good movie even though i felt something knocking in my head...a really throbbing headache...i managed to watch it ALONE!then i went home took a rest for a while then went out again...being sick is not stopping me to enjoy my week...i had few bundles of books on the table n none of it i checked through...(sigh)...
Monday till Tuesday i went to work even though a very croaky voice came out but work is still work...lost the golden voice...hukhukhuk...thought i managed to go to work for the whole week but today..im down n cant even talk anymore...n thats it...doc here i come...so it was an MC..sorry friends...so i was resting the whole day n just took a few slices of bread...
i'll c ya again..as i need a nap now..ive just taken my medication...soo...zzzzzzzzzz....

my weekend...

hey there...how's ur weekend?i hope u guys have a wonderful week.as i told in my previous post of how my hectic life totally ruined my slumber life in my house..so this week i FINALLY did my house chores..yippie!wht a day for me...but gladly done my job!thought of washing my car but then..got stuck in my house so washing car..still in the list(huhuhu..sorry baby u hv to wait!)n basically my whole weekend i didnt go anywhere except for my tuition classes n went out to pack my dinner n that's the only thing that i ate..pity!i think im losing too much weight as i lose my appetite...but still energetic..its a good news as i can fit in all these clothes that i barely squeezed when i was a bit plump..;p.my advise...dont follow my way in losing ur weight ..i used to cycle back n forth for almost 6km to work n did my diet regime but now i already moved to a new house so no cycling for me...but still manage to climb up n down stairs of my house everyday..so no excuse of not exercising...n dont eat rice but change it to wholegrain bread...but being malaysians..we are hardly to ignore rice in one of our daily meals...so do some improvisation...dont take dinners instead take fruits n veggies...full of vitamins n nutritious...this is wht i have done..
so cmon people...start our life by being healthy...do some exercise even just strolling in the park with ur family..it will be fun n the essential part is being HAPPY n SMILE...

n enjoy this song as i always move my myself by listening to it...lets dance people!!
enjoy ur weekend!!me sign out for now

TRANSITION

whttt!!its already february 2012!!oh noo...im soo not into blogging anymore due to my responsiblity at work.hectic life totally overrun my sweetest time...even my home is totally a mess..haha...lazy bum i am...;p..so wht is the new story?
as u can read my post tittle..TRANSITION means transforming (not transformer the movie..hehe) or changes...i always respect people who wanting to change for better as we r not perfect.we are humane in nature neither angels nor God.we are perfectly made by HIM to have brain to think and heart to feel n physical ability to perform the duty as HIS humble servant. i believe second chance.true..we made (make..still going on) so many uncountable mistakes in our life...tht is why God gives us time for redemption.a time to get back wht we have lost n hopefully we will get something greater than wht we can imagine.am i turning into a motivator or spiritual seeker?am not a motivator but maybe have found soul in me.sometimes we tend to forget wht we gain is better or beyond the clueless life of us as we have been fooled by the MATERIALISTIC world and forget why GOD send us here...now.
we have purpose in life.a MUST!simple...why do i need to wash my clothes?becoz i need to wear those clothes again n i dont want people to squeeze their noses as in smelling like a dead fish just walk past them...hahha..why do i need to eat?becoz i want to be healthy n able to move anywhere without thinking about my medication.why do i need to pee?becoz my bladder is full n i cant stand it anymore...;p a simple fact but true..all of our life have purpose n we ought to learn from it.learning is a lifetime lesson.we cant find it in a classroom but tru the experience in life.and simply we cant judge people for things that happen in their life.

problems...circumstances...obstacles...these are beyond our power.why is this happening?the question arises EVERYTIME something bad happen to us n we start pointing fingers to others but not to ourselves.as 1 finger is pointing to someone another 4 is pointing back to us.yeaahhh...we tend to get upset when things didnt turn right..mad at something n lash it out to express how mad we r...or even post it in fb or twitter...hahaha...the current trend...things happen for a reason n only HE knows..dont be mad..dont be sad..it is not the end of the world...learn n only you can find the answer.change.there's no harm for changing n its not too late.
ive said n seen enough tru my whole entire life till now but deep down i feel incomplete.i cant stop seeking the light in me n i want to change until i find peace.i want to bring good things to others.kindness never ends n even maybe someone will not repay my kindness but HE knows n the only thing that i matter most is HIM.dont care bout wht others will think bout me but i care wht HE thinks as HE cares bout me n HE never abandon me even most of the time i forget HIM.HE loves us unconditionally n embrace the mighty love.
hope 2012 will bring all of us a transition in our life..be a better person..be good...patience...n live in peace...i hope i did something good today...a journey starts from a single step...
peace y'all n c'ya again...
me..sign out..

sea games 2011-football

hahahahahaha....gladly to announce that msian team won a match against the home team indonesia..1-0...such a relief...msian played well even though the home crowds jeered n provoked them esp during the national anthem...felt sad for them but proudly said that they have strong heart n mental...
i dont want to comment about the game...been comparing the fans between these 2 countries n i feel proud to be malaysian...maybe i was not born during the confrontation between malaysia n indonesia 1963...but it was the starting point of the unbalanced n cold relationship...sports n history is totally different but due to this it was just a point for them to be so furious n cold hearted.we helped them during the tsunami crisis, earthquakes disaster n they have millions of indonesian immigrants in malaysia and treat them well n nice n comparing to our students who studied there...but what i can say...they are so prejudiced n egoist...i dont know when they will end this 'cold war'...
sorry...my fellow indonesians...i am clueless as maybe some of you...but i hope we should end the war n start a new life in this new horizon...peace to all...

a thousand years

such a sweet song...can feel in my bones...how love finally united after such a long hurdle to conquer and overcome the hardship...hoping i will be one of the lucky person to be able reaching the stars...been listening over n over again how i felt i m in cloud nine...
can't wait to watch twilight saga-the breaking dawn...watched the clip n i feel soo in love...sigh...perfect!
enjoy the song...well done christina perri...!!!

I MISS YOU...

heart aching...prejudice...wht else would i think...arrghhh...!
enjoy the song...a really sad song...
u know who u r...
Happy Deepavali everyone...

the old pics...

as i looked upon the pics in my old memory card...i saw several pics of old me n friends n events that happened for the past 5 years..
as i looked through these pics,it reminded me of my old self n the new me.what a such transformation!i think...;)
but it made me to become the person i am now...stronger n bolder...

i remember the first time i had an accident...it was horrifying.my car skidded several times before fell into a drain.a few metres from it was a ravine.im lucky that i didnt hurt anyone n alive. i didnt turn out to be like other gals...cried n panicky...but instead i held to my shoulder n pat my self...n i even called my friend that i couldn't attend a meeting on the next day cuz i had an accident.be careful next time...so people...i downloaded several pics here of my 'tremendous' experience-dislocated n fractured shoulder n almost losing my life...n i didnt tell my mum n family after 2 days i had the accident...because i believed that this is my own mess so deal it by yourself...because i knew wht will happen if i told them right after the accident...frantic n screaming n keep on blaming myself...well..i dont need all these dramas..deal with it..sounds like i dont have a supportive family but it is not like that at all.it's just me on how i handle my problems...that make me stronger..yeahh..girl power!!