holiday ends...

its almost the end of semester...am i happy??hehehe..i am...as i will be in my new home...n hopefully being a new person with new will...to be a better person n work harder...that is a GRAND resolution..;)
how do i spend my whole holidays?where else..busy cluttering n clearing my rental house...tiring as i have to travel back n forth for almost 160km...till now..im not done packaging few stuff...
i know...u might be thinking why do i need to do it alone...well...i dont want to bother others as they might have something else to do...but no worries i will ask my troop of army to help me...hehhehe...
for the time being i cant prevail the new hideouts as its a mess..to shame to show...
so hope everyone enjoy ur holidays...
have a merry christmas n happy new year!!

goodbye holidays welcome new semester..yippie!

sayonara...

goodbye...it is the end of school semester...holidays is coming (gladly welcomed by the teachers n kids...;))

goodbye...its hard for us to say it esp to those who r so dear to us...

confused??school holidays...happy but sad as im going to loose few good friends as they will be transfered to another place...they r soo dear, closed as sisters n trusted friends...

the pain of losing someone reappeared in my life..the different is..i can c them again somewhere in the future...

the passion in my work added by a really closed tie with colleagues really helped me to cope with stress n performed in my work...

but everyone has their own journey of life...we cant stop things to happen...its a journey n maybe we can start something fresh in a new environment...new faces n new friends..but it will never be the same again...

as for myself...life has to go on...i feel really sad as i am losing my closest buddy...we transfered in the same year n working side by side n shed tears together for more than 4 years...as we known as sisters...n now we shed tears again for the last time..

this friday..the last day of semester...we'll bid farewell...

the moment will come... count down...

enjoy the song!

You've got a friend - James Taylor

physical...

thin, slender, plump, fat, short, tall...its just on the eye of the beholder...

a very subjective issue~beautiful or gorgeous...
been born as wht we r n we should be grateful...
i know..i know...a lot of man...prefer to these beautiful or gorgeous ladies so the ordinary look women will left behind but...
do these physical attraction really work?is it important to look beautiful?
i dont know...but its normal to be attracted to beautiful things..cuz we r human!
however choosing a friend n lifetime partner(marriage) is not as easy as ABC...
wht is most important is the inside not the outside..
being beautiful is a bonus but having the ugly side inside of it..just tooo bad!
so people...think carefully...get to know each other first..let ur heart lead u..not ur brain!
sometimes our eyes can be deceitful...no one is perfect...
finding ur true love might take the whole life...
broken hearted(many times)
getting engaged(few times)
getting married(too many to count)
but
finding the soulmate is a lifetime journey as we explore more about life n ourselves
no one can be blamed or judged for their guilty
He knows wht is best for us...
dont be sad for something we cant have but grateful for wht we have now...
let the man love us more than we love them...

n those who already married...cherish ur complete life as i envy u...
for a woman...being married n being a mother is a complete cycle of womanhood
but i never regret for things tht happen in my life...
as i surrender to HIM...may God blessed me with a good life ahead...amin

p/s:flashes of old flames return...such a memory...

just smile all the way...it changes the world!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Trailer Official HD

huhuhu..it's coming...harry potter n the deathly hallows will be in the cinemas next week...one of my fav movies..i know it's a bit childish but it is a really good movie...

the best part ~ it will be screened into 2 parts...we will be seeing the 1st, this November n the 2nd part..the next July 2011...can't wait...seeing harry transformed from a little boy to teenagers with his best buddies; hermione n ron...who set out their mission to track down n destroy Voldemort's secret of immortality n destruction-the horcruxes -such a journey for these wizardry kid...
watch it together with ur kids..value ur time with ur family...people nowadays r too busy with workloads n hectic life but dnt forget family value...appreciate it n love it...
however the movie was tagged 'PG 13'~intense action violence and frightening images

so parents...need to watch ur under 13 years old kids too...huhuhu...
but kid nowadays...they r smarter...so prepare urself with all the questions that may arised...good luck :)

as for myself, i bought the book n read it...hahaha..
i know the ending but really love to watch the movie...

so people..come...it will be exciting...

so watch the preview of this movie..enjoy it!

p/s:i am in a good jolly mood...;)(yeaa..!)

thank you God...

finally...the moment has come...
7 students got 5As in UPSR...
grateful n thankful for the unforgetable n unexpected result for this year...
as for my english paper...8 of them got As but 15 of them failed the paper...dropping!
but to think of it, the numbers of students getting 5As increased tremendously as there were only 35 candidates this year...
last year there were only 2 students got 5As from 53 candidates...
so relieved..!!
need to work harder for next year...i believed as well as others...it will be a blast for next year...aminn..
kids...let's work together...no more playing, but focus in the class...
people...let's pray together n hope something better...

the faces that helped the unexpected result..love u guys!

p/s:thanks to those who helped us to get these tremendous result..to kpah, ksham n kzah...u guys r great!!

UPSR result...

just realized that UPSR result is coming out this Thursday..11.11.2010..~nice date
dup..dup..dup...the heart beating so fast...
wht will be my result?how many 'A's do i get?will i pass all the subject?will i get 5As?
these r the questions will come up in candidates' mind..restless...
as for the teachers...eager to know their pupils fare in UPSR...will they reach the school's target?how many will get 5As?how many passes?how many failures?
a lots of questions arise...
teachers...u've done ur best to give education to these kids...u shed tears with all the complaints received either from the bosses or the parents..u should be proud as not everyone r able to teach...u were tremendously a good hearted human being...never give up n coming on stronger...(hehehe...i am a teacher too)
as for the parents...ur kids have done their best...dont blame them...its just a step for adulthood...upgrading n widen their value of life..let them learn their mistakes...hope they will turn out to be great person!
pupils...dont cry or regret!learn it...5As are nothing...but learning from zero to something is the best experience ever...never forget ur teachers in primary school (especially!)
let's cross our finger...

the satisfied faces to those who achieved

movie fever...

it's been a while i watched a movie in cinema..been busy with works n life...
so yesterday i went to cinema in JJ seremban..thought of having a movie marathon but woke up quite late..sigh..(missed my old times with all my good friends in college)
so i watched Takers...it was about a group of professional bank robbers...robbing in a well-organised tactics n how two detectives (who were having their own conflicts) tried to overcome the groups...quite good story it was just that the ending was a "bit hanging"...hope u guys watch this movie...


p/s: eventhough i dont favour chris brown..but he's ok..but my fav..was our"jedi" hayden christensen..totally a different character...good one!!
n T.I..hahaha..awesome!

happy Diwali...

a nice deepavali 2010 ad...

yup..its deepavali!hope all my Indian  friends have a wonderful n blissful celebration with their family...n even to my neighbours back home...miss the idli...really nice one...n i even bought a saree...hahaha...one day i'll wear it...it is soo beautiful n nice...bollywood..here i come!!;)

i'm proud as a Malaysian...i can celebrate deepavali, chinese new years,christmas,thaipusam,hari raya...n other celebrations with different races n religious...we live in a peaceful n harmony country...no volcanoes...no wars...no economic crisis...i dont think we r so lucky like this as other countries struggling to get peace...thank u God for blessing us with such a wonderful life here..amin

water...

we can't live without water...huhuhu..so true...
my whole entire week was all about water...there was a water supply disruption in my housing area...
so i need water to wash my clothes, wash my dishes, need water for a shower, need water to do my "little business", need water for preparing food...a long list to go...
so...do not waste it...compare to other places..water is rare and highly needed...
be thankful....!
n as for myself...the water supply still on n off...huhuhu..hope it will be ok soon...

wishful thought

dreams...just struck me...

my dream wedding ceremony(simple but meaningful),

nice...pool

           my dream house(even though had one already),





my dream man(secret..;)),

i saw, i came, i conquer

             my dream vacation(a life time dream-ITALY-since 12 years old),

wow...really a dream job..

my dream job(aha...can't be real..as i have a wonderful job)

                                           my dream family(hmmm...)

change the name to my name..Dr lat

my dream Phd certificate(insya Allah)








a long list wish tht i never knw whether they r becoming real or not...
some people said..careful on wht ur wishing for...
but dreams will make u fight for ur life...n try to strive it...
maybe just a few of it or nearly...
as God always help his servant if we work hard to achieve it...
nothing is easy in this world...
but being ambitious sometimes destructive...why?
u work really hard to make it real but u forget bout everything around u...even ur loved ones..
sometimes u want to win n gain something but u have to loose something in the end...
think carefully n hope our decision is the best...insya Allah...

p/s:wishing for something make us think n work hard n return to the creator of  life...

A sad week...

a friend of mine had just passed away yesterday...such a gloomy day...al fatihah to his soul...amin..i hope his wife(my colleague) n children are strong n patience to accept the fate...God knows wht is best for us..!
death is a promised from God to us...only He lives...so as His humble servant, we have to do wht we had promised to Him since from our mother's womb...our duty as a muslim...
whtever the mistakes tht we made..He always gives us chance but sometimes we didn't see it or just being ignorance until it is too late for us to regret...the scene tht happen really struck me deeper than wht i had imagine...nothing is immortal but HIM...He will take the live anytime, anywhere..beyond our knowledge...
He is the almighty...from Him we come n to Him we go...
may Allah forgives us...amin..

Sura Ibrahim (Abraham)+MP3 Mishary Rashed Alafasy

such a peaceful voice...
it's been a while...how i miss my blog... a lot of things happen...been busy with my new house...(al-hamdulillah)...exam weeks...sports day...marking exam papers...sickness ..huhuhu...the list will be on and on...
so people...listen to this Quran recitation...one of the best reciter...May Allah bless us...amin...
p/s:positive changes is good...but me still me...forgive me God!..how i left You all this while but You never leave me...

Ramadhan...

Fasting month is coming around.Hope we will get a blissful and acceptance by God for our good deeds n been blessed by Him..insyaallah....n by d way Happy Fasting month!!

crescent a symbol of fasting month begins

sorry been missing for a while as i am busy with my daily routine.I am working really hard for my kids' success...so let's cross our finger that success will be on their part...aminn

so talking bout fasting month...what can i say bout it..?for a single lady like me..nothing much to be done compared to married people..my routine will be change as i will go for terawikh prayers in the evening.So i postponed my tuition classes...a resting month for me..yahooo!!

tired but a success...!

as well as that...its a good way for dieting....;)(i do need to be fit as I put so much 'excess baggage'..ahakss) but the most important is to perform my duty as a muslim n hope God will forgive me for my sins by following all the rules...as i remembered i started to fast as early 6 years old...actually more to half day fasting but as i'm getting older...i learned to fast fully 30-days...i think children should be taught on the importance of fasting...a lot of ways to persuade them to fast...it's simple...if the kid doesn't fasting they can't celebrate Eid or no 'angpow' for them...there are pros n cons bout this..but i do believe parents know their way in educating their kids...they know better bout their own kids...as for me...ahahaha...i do work with kids but it will be more challenging if i have my own kid later...woohooo...a long way to go....
so..as it is the first day of fasting...lets us find a way of being a better person n a successful muslim!a world does cruel things to us but by God's will..we will be strong n hope He will blessed us by His love n forgiveness...amin

p/s: remember for our brothers n sisters in war area...Hope God gives them strength to combat the enemies

A Night Tuition Class

Just finished my night tuition class..fuuhh...tired but really loved the children's company at home...yeahh..i know some people might say tht i am a hardworking spinster by getting extra money from it...but its not true at all.

i just love teaching n working...a statement tht might be changed when i get married later...hahhahah...dnt think so!

most of my pupils are aged 7 to 12 years...

its a strange feeling when i see these kids cycling at night in my neighbourhood...worried?yup...nowadays we can't trust anyone...lots of incidents happen where we read in the news or heard it tru television and radio.but so far alhamdulillah...nothing happen...as they come in groups...insya allah....

i was not born with teaching ability but i learned to teach...its a different fundamental...some people were gifted with talents n ability to be a great teacher...they were like magician...tru their simple magic touch something will turn out to be a magnificent and wonderful things but people like me...we have to put a lot of efforts and studies to be 'perfecto'..or nearly perfect...

nowadays our education system has changed alot since i left school 1996...almost 14 years!~the thought of getting older never appear in my mind...hahhaha...a mind set!

the children nowadays too have become cleverer n bolder...such a challenge faced by teachers...so tuition classes been held to add their access in becoming a good student n getting good results.

for me...personally..i dont favour tht much on our education system...its all about memorising and exam oriented...racing who is better in achieving 'A's.previously we used a lot of critical thinking...we think a lot and we understand more but nowadays...spoon feed!hmmm...can't say much bout this as i am now among the executioner(pelaksana)...do it or i will face the penalty from the bosses...;p...ehhheeeh...

yesterday's news was also shocking...they might abolished upsr n pmr!!!so...where do we stand from here?we'll see...
another journey will continue......

Been Missing You..

hello there...sorry been missing out for quite sometimes...been busy with workloads...huhuhu....so how r u people?i love sports so much even i was involved with a lot of curricular activities during my school years..so called athletics...hehhehe..

world cup...world cup...world cup....the most anticipated tournament by the whole football maniacs in the world...been held every 4 years..so people...its a world cup craze now...including myself.world cup 2010 in south africa~the 1st time been held in african nations since last tournament been held in japan korea(1st co host country n it was in asia!!).

i've been following football since i was 12 years old...Italia 90'.wowww...!!its the only expression i gave during those days...the best ever world cup(think so...).been brought up with 3 male siblings were such an impact for me until now ;)...my favourite player...guess who?it's paolo maldini..been following his football career since italia 90 until he retired 2002...huuhhh...it was a sad memory for me cuz he was the greatest defender that Italy ever had.his charisma n persona on the field was too much not to be unnoticed...well...i know for some people or specifically...women fans..always wooing good looking players especially those who came from spain,portugal and italy...but it wasn't me..never me...those who know paolo maldini will know him tht he's never been rated as the good looking guy...hahhaha...

as i watched the world cup on my couch...definitely the italian team...i missed someone...yeahhh the ultimate the best ever defender ..mr paolo maldini....yeah..they do have his replacement-fabio cannavaro as the team captain but its just not as good as he was in the team...by d way...

they r the reigning champion...wcup 2006(4 years after maldini retired).

still supporting the italian team?i dnt know...now i dnt really support them...i just watched the games as i loved it so much.but my predictions will be the argentines n (a definitely) brazil-based on their performance.

wohoo..never thought i will support these two rivals from south americans...haaha..never in my list...but as far as i can see....they r the best two teams in the tournament..well...the ball is round...anything can happen...expect from the unexpected!!

its too early to predict actually...so play the ball people...;p

happy teacher's day

yessss...!!!today is teacher's day...all the tears n sacrifices will be honoured today.n tomorrow will be the celebration at the school...im grateful n honoured to be one of them..teachers..so much things i learnt since the day i was called teacher...its a weird feeling but its the title that made us remembered throughout the life..till we die...blessed by the prayers of the pupils n their families...

i never thought to be a teacher even though i was born in the teacher's family, my late dad was a teacher even all my in laws are teachers..heheh..now me n my bro are teachers...

its not easy to be a teacher as people look upon us as an easy n half day work job...its rubbish n not true at all!!!...being a teacher is about workload n brainstorming in teaching methods as well as admin works..huhhh!!its a challenged..so those who never been a teacher, will n never understand bout this workload..sometimes we hv to work at home.why?we bring back the unfinished work to home n compares to other jobs...talking bout gov servant..hell ya...work is still work..pity to teachers..hehehhe..including me..

so i wish i have the strength n good health to be in this job...hope God will bless me with happy n merrier life...!;)

teacher...we r all rounders...doctors,clerks,architects,painters,newscasters..hahaha..all the job u can imagine..we did all people...!!

for the pupils..study hard n remember we scold u n punished u not becoz we hate u..but we love u so much n we want the best from u...never been in our mind to be remembered by giving presents but we want u to be a successful people...tht will be the greatest gift of all...!

PIBG

today...we had PIBG's meeting...and sadly only few men attended the meeting n the rest of the members were women...when we need some ideas n suggestions where were the men?i feel sad as men should lead n not the other way...i do agree women were not as good as men to be a leader or decision maker cuz we've been influenced by emotions n not tru logic...n again this about their children's future n necessity on the education...hmmm...just too complicated n wish my children will not turn out to be like that...be a responsible man n step up!!

well...basically most of the matters were agreed n supported by the parents..tht's the most important!!hooraayyy!!my burden is partly gone...why?hehheh..i finally managed to present the account without any query from the members on the floor...hahahhahah...alhamdullillah...hope this year all the activities tht been suggested can be done successfully...
i'll c u again for another journey of life...peace..

it's over..

yup..finally the exam is over...n now concentrating on the sports carnival...which means marking n shed my sweat on the field..huhuhuhu...n tmrw is replacement day for Hari Raya...

i miss my holidays...(weekends escapade to KL)...so im giving it all out for this week hang out...@the working place...go...go...go...yellow house!!!!

exam n sports carnival

hoooraayyyy....!!sports carnival...my team won the volleyball match...good job gals...but we lost the sepktakraw match...huhuhu..its ok..to think of it actually none of the players were able to play the game well...hikhikhik...keep it up guys eventhough we lost 1-2 to blue house team...x sabo nak tau sapa yg menang the end of the carnival...go..go..yellow house!!

the other part of the week n its exam week...huuughh!!hope somebody will get A's for the English paper...i'll be so upset n tense...actually there's nothing u can do bcoz u've tried your best n even the kids did their best too...so cross our finger..people

looking out for a side income...??

money..money..money....always about money...never had enough of it...n i have a chance to get more money...well..still trying but who knows...insya Allah...i'll be granted.

today...i've been driving for almost 80 km giving flyers on the business...hahhaha..i felt funny but like i said...manala tau kot ada yg berminat...so..if anyone...who really interested just buzz me or email me...i'll get tru u...love to meet up people...even though a bit shy...but i have to do it...marketing...teringat zaman study dulu...nak jual produk kene muka tebal...so im doing it now...

nak tau apa dia...hehheheh contact me first then i'll tell u 'bout it....

the girl with a great smile...the face who has been challenged n shredded few times...this is me!

A SUCCESS...

never thought of spending for almost 5 years in this profession...n luckily i managed to have my own blog after it became a hit since mid 90's...pheww!!a late bloomer for some people but i think that is a success...hoorayyy!!a lot of ideas been in my head as i love to talk n write...(pretending to be a journalist..hahhaha...)

so..this is just a start of a journey of a small town gal in this cyber world.

WELCOME TO ANFITALIA WORLD!!!